Anne and I were a trip last night. Absolutely hilarious, the two of us. We should go on tour with our act. Just sit in a bar, get drunk and be funny. At one point Anne wanted a shot of Tequila, but Alex doesn�t give her tequila because it makes her loud... er. Yeah, makes her a lot louder than she usually is. So, I was feeling kinda feisty and this is the exchange that followed:
Me: Come on Alex, give her a shot of tequila!
Alex: No. Won�t do it.
Me: Oh come on Alex, give it to her. Give it to her!!!
Alex: If I give her tequila, then I might just have to.
I told Anne this and she found it very, very amusing, because a) she�s horny, b) she�s mad in love with Alex. Alas, though, no one got any last night. Though, there are implications of fun on the 12th at the Clutch show. Anne and I got a hotel room and Alex made a pact with us to get as shitty, humiliatingly drunk as we possibly can. Then we�re all staying at the hotel together. Alex made the suggestion of pushing the beds together. Haha.. yeah. While I do find him terribly attractive, I�d never do anything remotely sexual with him, aside from the harmless flirting that we always do. I�ve known him since I was 10, first off, and he�s totally Anne�s, so off limits. Anyway... I�ve got my sights set elsewhere. And who knows... maybe he�ll join us on the 12th and we�ll make it a foursome.... a separate foursome, so then that�ll just be two twosomes... so.... anyway....
Last night was fun. There was no drama... no blah blah blah.... I was in a damn good mood and it was warm out! What could have made it better? If David had shown up. But, like I tried to say last night, he did call. He said he was all partied out from his birthday, so he was staying home last night. But he said he�d call me tonight and that we should hang out. Oh lord, I was so giddy after that. And I mean giddy. I couldn�t stop smiling. But it sucks too, because I don�t want a boy to be the only thing that makes me happy anymore.
But he should be calling me tonight, but I can�t go out, unless he doesn�t mind going out until after midnight. I have to close the restaurant tonight and tomorrow. Damn my luck.
I should shower and get ready for work. I should have called off.
No no... don�t think like that. You need money. You need to work. Who cares if your job is totally soul sucking and depressing. Money money money....