...-Thursday, May. 20, 2004 @ 1:51 a.m.

I fucking refuse to beleve tat I'm this torn up over a boy. A fucking boy. I don't want this to be me. I don't want to be that kind of girl. I dont' want to miss him and think about him. I don't want to wish he was online so I could talk to him right now. I don't want to know where he is or what he's doing or if hes thinking about me.

Fuck this shit.

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