if ever-Sunday, May. 30, 2004 @ 3:23 a.m.

have you ever noticed that your best friend is th eonly person that can make you feel like the most beautiful person in the world then the most vile human being that ever existed?

fuck anne. fuck her and her drama.

shes making me ...... do bad things.

i want to talk to david. want to talk to him so bad. shouldnt email him though. i'll only regret it tomorrow.

god she makes me hurt so bad. all i wanted to do was listen to a song. i'm sorry. i'm so fucking sprry i changed the track on the cd. i didn't know. i didn't know it was so wrong. i'm sorry. i'm sorry a million times over.

i'm bleeding. i bleed i feel so bad. new scars i have because of that. because i wanted to dance becaue i wanted to listen to the song.

i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry.

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