--Monday, Jun. 28, 2004 @ 12:21 p.m.

i havenít thought about it in a few days, because iím over it all.

over it until tonight when i found out some things.

and it was all such a slap in the face, because i thought you were better than that. but apparently not. apparently everything you told me about being friends was nothing but a fucking lie.

and i said it before, when i started to realize that you were shady, but now i know itís true.

youíre just another tony.

but tony was better than you. tony owned up to his mistakes. he apologized because he knew he fucked up. but i donít forgive him for what he did, because it was twisted and fucked up. exactly like what youíve done. and i'll never fucking forgive you.

i fucking swear to god i thought you were better than that. but youíre just some fucking punk ass kid that likes to fuck with peoples emotions.

but iím glad i know now. iím so fucking glad i know the truth, because i thought i was the one that fucked things but, no, it was you. it was all you. and i can sleep better now at night knowing that iím a better person than you could ever hope to be.

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