i know i had a million things i wanted to write about, but i can�t really remember them all now. the past few days have been a bit of a cluster fuck. the worst part is my bumps. either i�ve gotten poison ivy from one of the cats or i�m allergic to something. or i might have the chicken pox. i have these little itchy bumps all over my arms and back and two on my ears, one on the left and one on the right. the really annoying thing about the one on my right ear is that it�s right above my cartilage piercing. in all, i think there are about 15 little itchy clusters. mom swears it�s poison ivy. i wouldn�t know because i�ve never had poison ivy before. we�re thinking it�s from were one of our cats sleeps in the ivy out in the yard. there�s a few vines of poison ivy out there and the il may have gotten onto his fur and onto me when i picked him up. there�s none on my legs. just my upper body. but it�s a pain. and really damn annoying.

i haven�t heard from mr. saturday night. it�s been a week. surprisingly, today was the first day i�d even thought about him and think that�s because he was in my dream last night. it wasn�t a good dream. in fact, it scared and depressed the hell out of me. don�t even want to talk about it.

mmmm.... tired. need to sleep.